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Sometimes it just seems as if the world never comes my way. As the days pass, things just seem to get worse and worse. My emotions get fucked with. The emotions of my peers get fucked with. During these times of despair, all I want is someone to be there. Someone for me to hold, someone for me to talk to. Sometimes, there’s no one. At others, the one with healing salve to my soul is there. When they’re there, things begin to feel right. That moment spent with that special someone seems to echo in my head. Playing over, and over again until the next moment, which may sometimes never occur. However, underneath it all, evil intentions loom in the halls of my cerebrum. I begin to thirst for and more of these moments, and when they fail to occur… I torment myself in a way that I cannot even describe. It’s as if all my most feared emotions all occur at a single instance, thundering, quaking, and throwing all my thoughts into a whirlwind of never-ending day dreams. Causing me to wonder if things will ever get better, creating future scenarios in my head, which at the times feel as if they’re a possible reality, but in hindsight seem foolish and bizarre. But there’s always something, or someone that saves us from ourselves. That which makes us see the light. That which shows us how beautiful the world can be, and as these words flow through my fingertips I realize that this is what life is and what it always will be. But then again, I am a confused child in a confused world.